bahh... seems to me i have not been blogging for quite some time. so yup. i'm here to provide my update to my life! haha =DD
okay. its like my 4th day of school. the past few days have been quite an exciting and somewhat different from my usual high school days...
haha. okay. i think i'm not really here to blog about how my days have been, but rather something that came to my mind while i was bathing. i suddenly felt that i have as if stepped unto a lot of my classmates toe without realizing so. maybe it could be that i was kinda used to my old environment where i know what i say, criticisms, or just some thing that come out my mouth is taken into consideration seriously when needed and at times when it is known as a super random comment. maybe is something that i have to change. realized that i have been actually quite practical while i was attending local production classes. both tutorial and lectures. found myself not really being able to concentrate fully in the classes as i have this mindset that i already know most, if not all of the stuffs with my background and experience in that field. kind of bad type of mindset to have considering that i'm totally compromising my studies, and that i'm not respecting the teachers at all, not to mention that that would make me proud and somewhat be the "enemy" of the class? =x bahh...
dunno if its just my human instinct or something... i kind of felt that i'm like begining to step on a lot of my classmates toes. dunno how to express it. but i somewhat find, my actions kind of like isolating myself from the class. i mean ya. i was once from the other side of the class, where i once had my piece of judgement towards people who isolates and sort of like shine in certain field. somewhat. i feel that that kind of judgement i upon me now. =x.
anyway, i wan to stil encourage my pherd! haha. u rox! haha... totally random but yup =DD
hopefully God will change me in this area. Really pray for the Holy Spirit to be with me as I go for school......
Tml will be a short day in a long day. starts school at 9 and end at 11... but had a lot of stuffs packed up after that. hope that i'm able to settle everything by tml. meeting my pherd! =D
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